Your every words pierce deep within my skin    it hurts to breathe the same air    knowing that everything we had    has disappeared.    I long to hold you    to tell you i've missed you    I'd give my life to see you    I'd get on my knees..and beg like a fool.    It hurts to know that my feelings for you    can not be returned    but to be cast aside    to lie here and burn.    then again..everything with you hasn't disappeared..    memories with you were priceless    something that cannot be forgotten    but to be remembered as such a bliss.    So I guess this is it    and I know you don't give a shit.    Its over now    but I just don't know how...to say goodbye..because i still feeling you inside.

05/07/05- 11:28 P.M. ~ 06/27/05- 4:01 A.M.

lmao, i'm meditating with my eyes open on a fake turtle >.<

"i'll take you to the candy shop"

                      "playboy"?

           "peek a boo! i see you!"

We're sinking in sand    deeper and deeper by the minute    i grasp us by a twig hand and hand    hoping everything will be ok in the end    i struggle to keep us alive    when there is so little hope    its because i've got so much love  for having you in my life    i miss your double jointed fingers    your cute chinky eyes    your mysterious ways of fun    and your sweet goodbyes    i'm never giving up on us    no matter how long the wait    no matter how hard the challenge    theres no obstacle i can't take.    i'll cry an ocean if i have to    i'll even bleed a sea    just to save us from sinking    to show you    we were meant to be.

by: vvn

dedicated to a special someone